im actually never okay i feel dizzy or my head hurts or im nauseous or im irritated i get mad and sad i cry a lot but if im gonna be disastrous anyway why cant it be you to destroy me 这是prettylittleiris的坦诚自白，她与GAON一同完成词曲与编曲，将内心翻涌的焦躁、脆弱与毁灭欲都揉进旋律里。 im actually never okay i feel dizzy or my head hurts or im nauseous or im irritated i get mad and sad i cry a lot but if im gonna be disastrous anyway why cant it be you to destroy me Lyrics by prettylittleiris Composed by prettylittleiris & GAON Arranged by GAON Guitar played by prettylittleiris Background vocals by prettylittleiris Recording and digital editing by GAON Mixed and mastered by fablus @ Well Done